NHz... I must guess wrong a lot! For instance when I sent 'interracial subliminal/hypnotic to you about being bred as white woman to Blak man, 'something' said you did not like that (as no hits on web-page.) What I (really do) like about white women breeding Blak babies is a donno what you like despite 'appearances.' YET I FEEL BAD ABOUT SENDING THAT MIXT RACE SUBLIMINAL 2U- WITH AGAIN SAVAGE UNCERTAINTIES OF CONSCIOUSNESS FELT FOR THE ACT... THE USUAL WITH YOU NOW, POST 2024.4.16....Going to the Coffee Co Op and 1st Unitarian seems sw gainful to say by (unconfortable!) flirts to land dates; I just saw GeriM yesterday morning, messaged her to please get lessons in my being woman4woman, and as with women usually with that for cis-males flirt necessity she just found that kinda 'too too' but also maybe to slowly absorb for ?possible? love. (How the Hell to make real?) This 'love eggs in basketry' is not my forte as I have repeatedly told you, but with inside-hurt of sorts I am indeed flirting, wish you the same as to really get love not by me, with your loving hot and telling 'him' you are hot with love for him-not-me... Such a one I am, your love for your pleasure vicariously... I do enjoy it lots when I think you are being 'pleasured'... is about the best romantic gift I can feel i give you now. ILY Nancy this is so hard, please forgive if you can when-- as I know occurs-- you get soured by some or lots of what I here and indirectly and in attempted utter confidentiality send you... best I can do, I repeat ;-)

 Nancy my love stays: I work hard not to be bitter in the zero here, and otherwise to utter things that by this scant evidence ARE valent 'likes' for you, absolutely no perfect and quite 'scary' business to try but seemingly in each case what makes you smile.

Case in point: interracial relations. Several veins of suggestion in the two web-logs dominant here (all lovelettering you) suggest that you have a liking for Blax, you enjoy their bodies on 'larks.' Do I know that even though that gives me joy deep down? Hell No! Once again I am not-healthily right-minded to guess knowing yet nothing else to do.

I must guess wrong a lot! For instance when I sent 'interracial subliminal/hypnotic to you about being bred as white woman to Blak man, 'something' said you did not like that (as no hits on web-page.) What I (really do) like about white women breeding Blak babies is a donno what you like despite 'appearances.' YET I FEEL BAD ABOUT SENDING THAT MIXT RACE SUBLIMINAL 2U- WITH AGAIN SAVAGE UNCERTAINTIES OF CONSCIOUSNESS FELT FOR THE ACT... THE USUAL WITH YOU NOW, POST 2024.4.16.

Anywho, I continue to breast pump once or twice per day, always with milk of degraded quality, as to which when nipples are squeezed now real white drops appear.

Otherwise, you when Googled now consistently-not-otherwise show up as living at a 3-bedroom house at 959 Imperial Point in a Ballwin or Manchester Missouri; my first surmise that this is a crowd, perhaps a commune (gladdest thought to me) may be down-toned a little with just 5 individuals in this 3-bedroomer. Long ago you mentioned you DID NOT WANT ME TO USPS MAIL YOU, FOR SOME UNSPECIFIED FEAR-- AS ALWAYS I SHALL NEVER VIOLATE THAT MYSTERIOUS REQUEST. 

Going to the Coffee Co Op and 1st Unitarian seems sw gainful to say by (unconfortable!) flirts to land dates; I just saw GeriM yesterday morning, messaged her to please get lessons in being woman4woman, and as with women usually with that for cis-males flirt necessity she just found that kinda 'too too' but also maybe to slowly absorb for ?possible? love. (How the Hell to make real?)

This 'love eggs in basketry' is not my forte as I have repeatedly told you, but with inside-hurt of sorts I am indeed flirting, wish you the same as to really get love not by me, with your loving hot and telling 'him' you are hot with love for him-not-me... Such a one I am, your love for your pleasure vicariously... I do enjoy it lots when I think you are being 'pleasured'... is about the best romantic gift I can feel i give you now. ILY Nancy this is so hard, please forgive if you can when-- as I know occurs-- you get soured by some or lots of what I here and indirectly and in attempted utter confidentiality send you... best I can do, I repeat ;-)


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