COMPERSION!!!! I love You, Nancy Hunter... I love You 'long-distance' and I really love You as the lover of many (perhaps) men, 'kicking up Your heels,' 'fooling around' and for that I only wish (really) to be monogamous 2U...

 I am reading, Nancy Hunter, a doctoral thesis Compersion in Consensual NonMonogamous Relationships by Marie Thouin-Savard (2021),which to me, and with some evidence re You, has a most-germane topic: compersion-- the case that occurs when-- as has been true for me for long duration and now especially in my feelings for You-- when one loves one's lover for having love with a third-party. It is said to be rather (not fully so) the absence of jealousy; and is associated with the social phenomenon polyamory. It is a form of 'kink' so-called.

I do not think I would ever feel-- for myself only-- any joy in a solely erotic relationship, a true polyamory; yet for some time I have deeply been pleasured by the thought that someone I love makes love to someone not-me...it would therefore seem, perhaps, consistent that I would like a relationship (ever only with cis-woman) who is sexually active as is called betimes 'fooling around,' 'kicking up one's heels,' with the sure proviso that this is not for Her a 'secret' for which I am left uninformed.

I have variously informed You, Nancy (whom I regard as some sort of Diva or Sex-Avatar) about compersion, and there are indications I think that Ye feel edified too about compersion as an idea for practice providing of course for my needs She 'tells me about It.'

How much would I love Nancy if though unstated so far, she has (O Joy!) men who love Her in addition to me [yet NOT with me;-)], fully denoting sexual relationship? Total that would be, a love that will never die, with hopes of course that I get informed, thence to feel not guess Her pleasures.

Given my extreme sensitivity re engaging in sex-just-for-sex, I do think nevertheless and for-surety that I would enjoy having an honestly enjoyable cuckolding with a woman-partner...Greatly I would be pleased if NancyMyOnlyPassion would so 'cuck' me-- perhaps with facilitation by the ease for her liberty that She has by virtue of the distance between us, and my financial limitations preventing my having 'any fight about It ;-)...

I love You, Nancy Hunter... I love You 'long-distance' and I really love You as the lover of many (perhaps) men, 'kicking up Your heels,' 'fooling around' and for that I only wish (really) to be monogamous 2U...

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