And: yes my tits are growing because of you, Nancy, I abreast and in your 'separation' bid you hot peace and 'piece' often!

 Nancy! Nancy Beloved of Men, Blak Men I hope ;-)... I must extol you in absentia from me! In imagination I envision the wonders of Thee now ?in-a-commune? where you are being multiply loved. The AI-generated romance novel (from www.perchance.org) did capture the hope of my heart, that is "Rachel Cucks Mark, Makes Black Baby, World Peace"  ... a piece I but 'guided,' providing an outline for the story of a married white couple-- of which we shall never be, Love-- where the wife Rachel wants to have adventure-fux with Blak men, and for her husband Mark to WATCH to which by conditioning multiply he relishes the trysts, especially  when Rachel by desire  gets 'gang-banged' and pregnant, and, keeping a 'Choco cuckold' relationship with Mark becomes a community goddess, and heroine, blessing Mark in his full happiness, on the delivery of the Black baby, to have his holding of the babe.

OK: a fable: but I love this fable and want you, Nancy, to do some lifestyle of being very sexually active in such a way: that is utterly my joy now, almost my only happiness to think that you are being 'pumped' in say some free communal way by men-not-me...I hope you have profoundest orgasms without me... of course I would like to hear about your "being experienced" (Jimmy Hendrix) especially if by Blax, BUT THAT IS NOT YOUR STYLE, I SUPPOSE I SHALL JUST HAVE TO PRAY FOR YOUR SEXUAL HAPPINESS WITHOUT EVER 'HEARING' OF IT... Yet I have as you know Nancy H. Zvolanek an 'active imagination' and the thought you jilted/ghosted/cucked me perhaps for such erotica is a cognition that shall keep me virtually-forever happy ;-)

My tits keep growing, mostly because of you; I with adjustments required legally by MAGA do watch ?porn? (why not call it really 'erotography' a health therapy for humans) about interracial sexuality, very satisfying and makes me always think of you being penetrated blackly and multiply orgasmic not by me...

I am becoming MORE ATTRACTIVE to local women-- by say yes becoming more attractive as a woman than ever the ugly duckling man-me had been, and I only dress in the most colorfully-attraactive women's garb thatI can find, the RESULT mostly being that women will give me the 'sex-eye' and even 'come on' to me as last night when a woman-beige lit up to me in a below-shoulder dress cloaked by a pink shawl-- gave me a ride home-- we flirted-- I think we will meet-up soon 

AND

unlike you Nancy Hunter zvolanek, I shall give you a blow-by-blow report of all my: you will not guess as I have for 1/3 year have had to surmise/guess in jubilence and prayed-for hope that you are getting lots of sex; I on the other hand AM putting 'other eggs' than those in you (wombed). I shall tell you when it happens that I-- with the harder task of getting-laid-- get fuked. Meanwhile I shall prayerfully re you in mind watch interracial sex videos-- white women with Blax-- and dream but of you and perhaps the reality you do now get such thrills (would love to hear all about it but you tend to be coy if I might say-so and that's always OK because you provide me with the 'chemistry' by your freedoms that will keep me perhaps-forever bonded welded to just you really...

Moreover, if ever I am availed to have intercourse, I know I shall perform-- I masturbate with erections that 77yo cis-males are not supposed to get. My fantasies include you, especially as projecting my flame for you onto the sexualities that 'hot'-- the interracial videos, flirts with women who give me the 'glad/sex' eye, and now by romance stories whose real back-there heroine is You NHz and so providing all the joy I need-- and indeed my love for you stays stays stays surprisingly constant-- all dependent on my thought that you (per usual with us) are fooling around and having tip-top erotics.

And: yes my tits are growing because of you, Nancy, I abreast and in your 'separation' bid you hot peace and 'piece' often!

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