O HeartThrob! My-Earthquake-New-Madrid-Bigger-- Now the 'Hint' YouGoddessMineOnly Will Let Me be ThyForeverCuk!!!!!! WOW I RE-JOICE!

 Now: Now: I want to tell you, Nancy: eros in me is largely of the vicarious, envisioned type [always]; YouMyFavoriteLove have always-no-variance brought me deep erotic satisfactions, AS if You really know me will not be embellished by 'other eggs in my basket' [as of Your mention just after your birthday this year ;-)]...

Near this very time in 2022, on Zoom, I beheld a woman's angst, a near-dead-ringer-for-mine-in-mostly-cured-then-ways, a manic-depressive (prone to melancholy before my eyes), a hiker, an outdooring woman for-real=> FOR ME IT COULD NOT BE OTHERWISE THAN GETTING MY PROFOUND INTEREST/PERSONAL-ATTRACTION

AND

THAT LIBIDINAL ATTENTION NEVER WENT AWAY, GREW LIKE A SUPERDUPER-MAGNETISM DID NOT EVER GO AWAY [AS NOW, UTTERLY THROUGHOUT THE SILENCE FROM 2024.3.13 TO THIS INSTANT]... I CANNOT BUT BE PROFOUNDLY ATTRACTED TO YOU FLUFFY-FLOWER, WILDFLOWER, MY-ROSE...I with a fiduciary-harder-than-bank-promise can ASSURE You (FarAwayWhoCares?) that my felt-bond for you shall I remember lifelong, to the shaky extent that when the City burns me crematorially-municipally may-be someone will have known that I COULD NOT SHAKE NHz You, do you not believe that this easy prophecy to some-way then obtain?

Vicarious Lovers, there are some: I like to imagine as my Denali/Everest-- locally (not 'whitely' deemed Divine)-- that You have O O O manny plural O's and that for like 2 years makes my loins despite vigorous lavage to SMELL TOO IN THE LOINS, THERE ON ME INDELIBLY THE FISH-MACKEREL SMELL OF A MALE-MASTURBATOR-- I blush to tell you but O how true ;-)

I feel good that someday someway YouGoddess will cuk me tell me (how else do I get to O without you telling me about your O? laff I laff...);

Note well tho' girl: it is very very very unsettling for me NOT to be monogamous when I have (must confess!) a love as deep as I've 4U; please mostly just allow my VICARIOUS LOVE thisaway to be OK-- this my form of love NEVER EVER ASKS FOR LOVERESS' MONOGAMY... MY KIX ARE TO FEEL/FATHOM TRUE LOVE'S 'FOOLING AROUND'...

SO PLEASE IT'S OK JUST LOVE AND BE LOVED-- WHERE YOU ARE-- SUCH IS MY 'PECULIAR' PLEASURE (WANTS TO BE FOR-U A TREASURE.)