POEM A-GROWN THINKIN' NANCY.FREE FROM ME: Thursday JUST ANOTHER DAY FROM NHz AWAY... along the solo way; YEA, I WENT I SOLO to Queered Here Coffee co op company good place sissified suits my ?pride? AND did-too-see there midst girly garrulous chatting coterie kibbizing woman looked just like ye NancyNHz ;-) ...was of-course recourse not Thee

 Thursday JUST ANOTHER DAY FROM NHz AWAY... along the solo way; I WENT I SOLO
to Queered Here Coffee co op company good place sissified suits my ?pride?

AND did-too-see there midst girly garrulous chatting coterie kibbizing
woman looked just like ye NancyNHz ;-) ...was of-course recourse not Thee,

AND I TOLD HER SHE DID NOT DEMUR YOU LOOK LIKE LOVELOST M'NANCY!!!
TheUsual Said-she I HAVE GIVEN UP ON LUV MOST-DRY-PERMANENTLY ...
Then said I; sans luv we Girls die; plant ye of-your-sort-seeds; put water water matters;

...she and her friends-girly SMILED AWHILE...my smile tho' was of time-ago WHEN
THEN NancyStillFancied4Ever said to puncture true me-deep-into <3

Said Nancy
Yes λ I do too love you ....
O M'FlowerEmpower! I SAY SUB.ROSA, PRAIRIE.ROSE=>
I shall not not not shake breakfrom Soul'd Preseence YOU in noesis evernew embued JUST YOU NHz I endless --
Bear-Witness!
ILY tru only really U

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