I @ FALL'S FIRST DAY, TAKE-THE-FALL; CHEERS TO NANCY-- GOODWILL GOOD-FAITH FOR YE AND LOVERS-OTHERS-ANOTHERS-ALL!

 No matter. She Nancy, now TheLatter I.Still.Though.Love.Her
the better-- for Her-- I guess yes for me as well-- shall to unbitter Hell
fully feel flop flop take Fell sans yell; long will she seem perfect to me,
but in deeper meaning-this-seeming I want her but free-- seems too like
she has some Others Anothers who too's lover-- as deep (λ don't weep!)

...As ever the Deep did I for FluffyFlowerWildflower keep. Nancy!
Nancy! Now I 'speak' to you by ways-highways-of-Web to you...
I do strive... it though ain't easy...NOT the-more to-you-breach
but when it boils toils in me you-to-seek, some times yes I speak...

some thing (ain't it silly, willy-nilly?) stays won't go away day
by day on me rather does pray DopeyHope that may maybe come
some communion... What stays-- the portents of no relent teach
that now @ Fall that falls this very day, the better-rule I AWAY
WALK... NIX THIS TALK...LET GO LET GO SHE-SO-GONE
      WITHDRAWN TO NETHER AETHER FAR FROM ME
           FREE NOT TO WONT WANT OF ABIDING-ME...

  WOE THOUGH! WEAL STILL OF ME FOR HER I FEEL,
              THE INNERLY FALL AND ALL DESPITE
         MY GHOSTED HAUNTED FATE AND PLIGHT ;-(

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